The stairs were a constant motif this time around. I guess I wanted to get up or maybe I needed an out. I guess I just wanted to leave or maybe I thought it was better if someone else did. I can't seeem to decide if the girl in red is me or if it's them. Either way we're all stars.
 
I didn't used to consider myself a painter, if you handed me a pencil I wouldn't know what to do with it. But, after having a year to just make without instruction, guidance, or a prompt I finally found my own path and style of painting. I've secretly been working on two different collections for the past year and both heavily influenced this work but provided me with the experience to find an innate and natural way of making that felt true to me. Since this happened it almost feels like there aren't enough canvasses in the world to fill all the compositions that are constantly floating around my mind. 
 
These pieces are purely were created absent mindedly, in a meditative or manic state. These pieces lived with me in my bedroom for a month and became a journal of what I was feeling, thinking and going through and now exist as a representation of this incredibly troubling time in my life. At the end of the day it's nice to know that beauty can always come from the darkest experiences. 
 
Mediums: Acrylic Paint, Posca Markers, Oil Patel, A need to escape
Canvas type: Canvas Panel 
Dimensions: 5x7 in.